Discouraged....

Lately I have to admit to feeling extremely discouraged! I know I should not, and I do know how blessed I am, and I do thank God daily for my health and my kids and their health and my Husband and his job... but I'm here and he is there.. It doesn't seem right. I wish I knew what to do, I wish that God would just tell me! I know that all things happen for a reason... I know that to doubt and even be discouraged is sin! So I guess I'm just a big Ole Sinner right now. Pray for me, Pray for Scott, pray that God helps me to know what to do... Thanks.