I see no end in sight.

I am very sad, I can not sleep. I lay in bed and worry. I feel like I am in a quicksand of bills and they are swallowing me whole and there is no way out! I work my butt off and it is just not enough. I am discouraged and feel like a loser. I can not get a job to pay enough to help my family live at home so I am here. It will be a year in June that I have been jobless, why will no one but Cracker Barrel give me a chance? I know there are a lot of unemployed people and that I am not alone... I' m still sad and I still feel like a big zero!! Oh well, it is my day to whine!! I also know I am blessed and that there are people with far worse problems, I am still sad.. maybe I'll stop feeling sorry for myself, go to sleep and pray that tomorrow will be a better day. Maybe my tears willldry up and my heart will stop hurting and I'll just stop caring. Luckliy I have my kids, so I have to care. Sorry, I'm venting, overly emotional me!