I'm better today...

Those of you who know me best know that I am a bit an exploder. That of course is not a word, but, when I get frustrated or sad I just get it all out and feel better. I'm not feeling so angry today and do thank everyone for the comments and prayers. I am very thankful for all my friends and family!! My Brother Matt always says that everyone knows how I'm feeling at any time because I'm not one to hide my thoughts or feelings! Sometimes it is a strength, sometimes a weakness. I do believe however, that it is healthy, for me at least! I throw my short fit or bawl my eyes out and feel better! God says we are supposed to be like children right? Oh well, folks love me anyway, thanks and love to you all!

Now I'm just Hacked!!!!

I want to come home now!!!! I am frustrated and tired and I don't want to be positive or thankful! I want to go home. Now!

Discouraged....

Lately I have to admit to feeling extremely discouraged! I know I should not, and I do know how blessed I am, and I do thank God daily for my health and my kids and their health and my Husband and his job... but I'm here and he is there.. It doesn't seem right. I wish I knew what to do, I wish that God would just tell me! I know that all things happen for a reason... I know that to doubt and even be discouraged is sin! So I guess I'm just a big Ole Sinner right now. Pray for me, Pray for Scott, pray that God helps me to know what to do... Thanks.

Discouraged....

Lately I have to admit to feeling extremely discouraged! I know I should not, and I do know how blessed I am, and I do thank God daily for my health and my kids and their health and my Husband and his job... but I'm here and he is there.. It doesn't seem right. I wish I knew what to do, I wish that God would just tell me! I know that all things happen for a reason... I know that to doubt and even be discouraged is sin! So I guess I'm just a big Ole Sinner right now. Pray for me, Pray for Scott, pray that God helps me to know what to do... Thanks.

My feet hurt.. I wanna go home...

You know I don't hate waitressing as much as I feared I might, but man!! Getting off a seven hour shift my feet are throbbing! I may be too old for this! I bet it may work some of my chub off tho, that would be a good thing! I do just wanna come home.. I want a job in MI, be able to go to my church send my boy to his school , have a family schedule and see my Husband everyday, even if he can be cantankerous!!!! This is a whiny posting, what can I say!! I know God has a great plan for me and I don't for one minute doubt it, I am however tired. Please be praying extra hard for us this is not easy. Love to all in MI!!!